why am i realistics???i am a idiot?...why do i say tat is bcuz of her(dun say her name)because of her i protect her.becuz of her i endure the pain in my hand that delano hit.she dun cherish me and said but thing about me!why am i so realisticand belive in miracles?that she will cherish me as a friend.i really dun belive in friendshipand the word trust anymore!but i belive in the word LOVE,the word love is when is really get it ,so i dun wan to have a miserable life anymore and no more torture.so i dun to protect her and endure the pain in my hand and my heart becuz of her.can anyone give me my soul and give warm and give sunshine to me???hopin to the day comin toward me